my soul's paradox

I want to feel the Comfort.
I want to know the Joy.
I want to experience His touch.
I want to hear the Voice.
I want to stand on Promises.
I want to turn back to praise.
I want to walk thru the wilderness.
I want to sit, walk, run.

I don't want to forget.
I don't want to go back.
I don't want to be ordinary.
I don't want to be alright.
I don't want to fit in.
I don't want to stay in the dark.
I don't want to walk the wide walk.
I don't want to stop now that I'm free.