Not sure...

It's hard to sling mud. And it's hard to explain yourself when you think you're know what you're doing, then something happens and boy...it's so hard to fix or explain why or what you're doing. I make no sense I know...

In short. I filed for divorce from Sean a little over 2 months ago. The paper work has all finally gone through. I know. It's the hardest and most difficult decision I have ever made.

I so want to explain why.
What did it.
How it all came about.
But, I cannot.

I'm done hurting others and I'm completely finished with talking about what happened.
But, I know people need to know..and that's the hard part.
:(

I need your prayers. And I need to know that not everyone in the world throws HUGE stones at people who seek divorce. It wasn't something I wanted seriously...and I refuse to explain..so yeah. It's a tough place for me right now.

I mean to keep blogging here at some point..but I'm not very good at anything except being a good mommy right now. I wish I had more for ya, but this will have to do.

Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers!
SarahLynn