hear your song
I don't know what to do with myself. Right now, I'm a really big mess. I'm longing for things I am pretty sure will never come to pass. It's so hard to LET go of things!
It's November soon. November always reminds me of Nanowrimo. I participated a few years ago and I did GREAT. I don't think I have time this year...but it always reminds me that I want to finish writing my book. It always reminds me that I need to keep updating my blog regularly with...crazy things about my life.
Who knows if anyone really cares or reads...but somehow I feel this urge to write it out anyway. And this is a good place to keep all my thoughts in case I die or something you guys won't have to go digging in my messy closet for my journals. :)
It's turning cold here. I don't like turning on the heaters. We sleep in a cold house at night. Somehow I think a warm bed and a cold house helps you sleep better. I don't know why I believe this. My kids are all pretty warm blooded so that is a good thing.
I wrote all this and at the end I'm still at that same point of longing. I need Jesus to help me let this go. I surely cannot do anything without him.
hearts, stars and moons,
SarahLynn
1 ppl with something to say:
I read. Keep writing. I think we try to "supress" our feelings instead of "submiting" them to the care of our Heavenly Father. That's human nature for you! Always trying to work things out on our own. Just remember that God is CRAZY about you! He said, "draw near to me and I WILL draw near to you" It's a promise! :) Love ya!
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