Forgiveness where I fell

I have really been struggling lately.
More so than...usual.

Someone brought it to my attention that I'm always about "something". That's probably true. Sometimes I like to believe I'm in angst all the time because it motivates me to keep chiseling away at my flaws, keeps me on my toes! Other times...I believe I'm just trying to make myself crazy!

This month marks the one year anniversary of my divorce. :(

Having always been a HUGE fan of dates, I mark everything on my calendar, in my journal or in my phone for reference. I remember every single first I've had...almost my whole life!

This month also would have marked my 12th wedding anniversary. :(

It could be the month. It could be stress over work, money or kids.

Or it's God trying to show me more about myself. I don't know how to deal with myself sometimes. Do you ever feel that way? That you're too much? That you're not good enough? That you're overwhelming? That you're too insignificant?

...that you think too much? lol.

Whatever God is about these days...pray for all the single people you know. Ones with children, ones without even! Getting by in life seems such a big deal these days. So much shuffle.

Even in just writing that reminds me of what I can do for someone else! :)

Peace, flowers and smiley winks!
SarahLynn